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At 10.43 on the morning of November 8,1987, Stephen Ross heard an
earth shattering sound he never wants to experience again.
"The noise was horrendous, it was just like a canon going
off from behind. I think the split second it happened I knew what
it was," he remembers vividly.
Stephen was 15 when he was caught up in the carnage of Enniskillen's
Poppy Day massacre.
The no-warning IRA bomb claimed 11 innocent lives, and 63 men,
women and children suffered terrible injuries. A 12th victim never
recovered and died 13 years later.
This evening on the 20th Remembrance Sunday anniversary of that
fateful event, survivors and the bereaved relive their trauma and
talk of how their lives were changed forever.
They feature in a moving and powerful hour-long documentary —
The Poppy Day Bomb — produced by DoubleBand Films and aired
on BBC NI.
And their message is quite clear — they want lessons to be
learned from the past.
Stephen was standing just seven metres from the seat of the blast
and suffered horrendous facial injuries.
As he recovered he realised he was left with two choices: he could
stay where he was, feel sorry for himself and continue to reflect
on what had happened. Or, he could decide to move on.
"It was important to try and put it behind me," he explains.
"It's not that I don't think about it and it's not that it
brings hack bad memories, but if you sit and dwell on these things
you can develop a morbid attitude towards it.
"An awful lot of people have had to go through similar experiences
in Northern Ireland."
Stephen talks of how there have been sacrifices on both sides,
but is confident the situation here has pro-gressed.
And he believes lessons should be learned from our troubled history
to help us move forward.
"People need to bear in mind what happened in the past as
an incentive to work to the future," he says.
And his thoughts are echoed by David Bolton, a counsellor with
the Northern Ireland Centre for Trauma and Transformation.
On the day of the bomb he stood in for the local Methodist Sunday
School teacher Wesley Armstrong, who was attending the Cenotaph
for the Remembrance Day service.
Both Mr Armstrong and his wife Bertha died in the blast.
Said David: "For those who are directly caught up in these
events it's not
possible to no longer remember. It's not helpful to expect of people
that they should forget. I think the question is how we remember
and what we do with our memories.
"Enniskillen has shown itself to be capable of dealing with
a terrible event in its history.
"It lays down a reservoir of memory and of experience for
the future of this community.
"Beyond that, I think the way in which the town coped with
the tragedy
stands there for those who want to see it as a metaphor for how
the wider community can deal with the tragedy of the Troubles which
has befallen us all."
Julian Armstrong was with his parents when they were killed in
the explosion.
He describes the immediate aftermath as being "like something
from a horror movie".
At just 16, he and his siblings had to learn to grow up very quickly.
He bears
no malice towards those responsible for the atrocity.
"We didn't have the security of our parents. We had to learn
to do things for ourselves," explains Julian.
"I don't feel any bitterness or hatred, against anyone in
particular.
"I don't think hatred or bitterness is the way forward for
me, it only eats you up."
These are just a few of the many personal experiences traced in
the documentary.
It begins with the moving accounts of how individuals and their
families prepared for the Remembrance Day service.
The programme progresses on an emotional journey through the pain
and heartache of rebuilding shattered lives.
It manages to personalise rather than sensationalise the events
of 20 years ago through the eyes of the bereaved, the injured, the
clergy and hospital staff among others.
And it draws the viewer into the heart of the town by exploring
the close relationships of its people and how they coped with dignity
after the bomb exploded.
But it also examines the political tension and unease which followed
and the impact the bomb had on the Republican movement. 11th
November 2007 Sunday Life
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